The Struggles
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We were drunk, yet I felt we became content
Even with clouded minds, it still felt like you were giving hints,
I thought you wanted to be more than friends,
But I guess it was just myself who I convinced
Though I don't think that way at the time, at the presence,
So I begin to question your innocence, along with my ignorance
Is it me?
Am I a disgusting being?
Sometimes I just want to say fuck you, but then again,
I don't want to be mean
Simultaneously though, because I know you could keep going on without me,
Then I feel like a pussy,
Because you're a girl and I'm a guy, though I do take credit that I don't cry,
Then I step into a realm of insanity,
Because most of the time I feel you know about the struggle with my mentality
So I take a deep breath before I do something drasticaly,
And here I am writing how I'm feeling,
And honestly it's kind of depressing
So I'm gonna go smoke a cigarette or something
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© Brent Edgell, 2008-04-19
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Comments
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Girl vs Boy. An odd relationship. When we get closer, it's actually like we're taking a step back
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